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Done Dirt Don't Change
02:53
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Bloody hands and dirty secrets
All the ones that you’ve been keeping
A lie you’ve told for so long
That I’ve started to believe it
But I gotta know (Somethings gotta give)
What’s going on? (What’s happening?)
What’s the breaking point or the purpose
Cause I don’t think your bullshit’s worth it
Fell asleep on the sofa counting ceiling tiles
Barely rolling over just to get up for awhile
And so I want you to know…
It’s all your fault (It’s all your fault)
That we were fucked up for so long
It’s all your fault (it’s all your fault)
And I guess this is just so long
So long
Yea I probably could’ve done things different
Yea I probably should’ve stopped to listen
Or maybe just got sober and put you first
But I didn’t
And done dirt don’t change (What’s done is done)
Guess I gotta start acting my own age
And come to terms with all the mistakes that I’ve made
Fell asleep in the basement counting carpet stains
Barely rolling over just to whisper your name
And so I want you to know…
It’s all my fault (It’s all my fault)
That we were fucked up for so long
It’s all my fault (It’s all my fault)
So I guess this is just so long
So long
Breath into me, I’m not breathing
Please catch me if I fall
Wake me up I keep sleeping
And I’m wasting away, and I’m wasting away
Breath into me, I’m not breathing
Please catch me if I fall
And wake me up I keep sleeping
And it’s all my fault, it’s all my fault
My fault
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2. |
The Worst In Me
02:06
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Could I catch a fucking break for a change
Cause the way that shits been going
I don’t think that I’ll last another day
So I’ll complain about everything, about everything
And I think that I failed to mention
That the path to my grave’s been paved with bad intentions
And don’t think that I failed to listen
To all of the good advice you were giving
To me
like I should; fuck off, get lost
Kick rocks, eat shit, drop dead, oh yea and burn in hell
I see the worst in me
Is bringing out the worst in you as well
But we’re all fighting for our lives
And waging wars against ourselves
Finding ways to go along and cope
With the shitty cards we’re dealt
But I’ll scream at the top of my lungs
And let every syllable roll off my tongue
Because the fact of the matter is that I hate your guts
And for all that I care you can go and die young
Or get fucked
And I meant every word that I said
And I hope that you just drop dead
And I’m waiting, but I won’t hold my breath
But I had to get it off of my chest
And despite how I feel, you were probably just doing your best
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3. |
Dangerous Habits
02:10
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There’s enough of this nothing for everyone
There’s a little bit of something for somebody
Other than me, it seems I’m missing out on everything
And then I’m falling back into dangerous habits
And I’m sick of the bullshit, I think that I’ve had it
Cause I don’t really want to be like you but I guess that it’s all that I got
GO!
And last I heard, the newness had worn off
And all your best friends were no longer best friends at all
And all along they were singing, waiting, praying for you to fall
And now that your friends and all your family aren’t around
Now that your stay and your welcome has run out
Where will you go, what will you do with yourself now
With a bottle and a bullet on your bedside table, just drink it down
Cause I don’t really want to be myself but I guess that it’s all that I got
No I don’t really want to be myself but I guess that it’s all that I got
GO!
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4. |
Devil In This S**t City
03:38
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Oh you’ve been holding your breath in
And I’ve been counting the seconds between them
I can see through your contact lenses
That you ain’t even here
But you got nothing better to do with your…
Time in this city and I’m almost over it
I’ll be alright by tomorrow at least that’s
What I’m hoping and I’ll hope for the best
We’re trying harder than fuck to try and get out of this
Of this
I ain’t been sleeping much lately
I’ve been up for what seems like days on end
It’s starting to drive me crazy
But I can hear you moaning, breathing, singing, screaming
At the tope of your lungs…
“Goddamn it to this city” out of our bedroom window
And yea I know it’s bringing us down
Fucking pretend if you want, but don’t call it home
Lets be real with ourselves, this place is Hell
Down along with it
We’re going down along with it
I can’t stay in this place but…
I can’t get away from this place
I can’t stay in this place but…
I can’t get away from this place
(I won’t stay here, you won’t leave here)
(So fuck it, lets roll the dice or I might pack my bags tonight)
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5. |
Blue Like Haiku
03:14
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I’m sorry if I haven’t called or kept in touch in what seems like forever
But you can blame it on the inconsistencies and faulty patterns in my behavior
Fuck it, or whatever they’ll say as they lay you in your grave
But I swear to god that I’ll watch him hang
(I will see to it)
And watch the poison flush his veins
(I will see you again)
Cause you said that you’d take him in and heal his head and make him better
And you thought that he’d be better by now but he’s barely holding it together
Just waiting to come untethered and take the life that gave him life and made him matter…
In the first place
This is the worst case
The news I heard today
I wish that I could have saved you
Just like you saved me
Back when things were still okay
And that I could’ve told you
How much you mattered
Before he took it all away
I’m a take it in my hands
If they don’t
To fix this situation
Buddy… Oh you should have stayed in California
Cause you don’t know what you got coming now
And there ain’t gonna be no warnings
Cause when I find you, I’ll make sure to leave you…
Lifeless in some cardboard (An eye for an eye)
Lying in the garden (A life for a life)
Lifeless in some cardboard (An eye for an eye)
Lying in the garden (A life for a life)
I hope that you didn’t feel anything at all
And I hope that you find out your way where you go
I wish you would have stayed in California
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6. |
As It Comes To An End
03:53
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I feel it coming to an end
And I don’t think the ones you love are gonna make it
When the world finally gives in
Beneath the cities where we live and fucking takes it all
And swallows it up
Leaves you alone with that hole in your heart and in your guts, well
I hope it was worth the wait
I hope it wipes that stupid smile off your face
Your face
Cause you live and you learn
You crash and you’ll burn, and at the end we’ll just laugh it all off
Fuck what you heard
Earliest bird always bites the bullet, it dies all alone
Alone, Alone!
Was it ever really enough for you to stay silent?
Was it ever really enough for you to be happy here?
Was it ever really enough for you to stay silent?
Was it ever really enough for you to be happy here?
Cause I feel it coming to an end and I don’t think that we’ll make it
When the world finally gives in beneath the cities where we live
I feel it coming to an end and I don’t think that we’ll make it
When the world finally gives in beneath the cities that we’ve built
And all along you all were just waiting
And all along you all were impatient
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7. |
Suffolk Skies
03:17
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You’re at the bottom now and no one’s there to lend a hand
Because they’ve all found out, that you’ve been lying right through your teeth
And it’s always raining in Suffolk skies, so get ready for the weather
In a few more years, I hope that you’ll be doing better
But I know that you won’t
Another bottle, it bites the dust and
Another close friend loses trust in
You completely, it’s almost as easy as
Chewing razors to talk to you lately
But I know that it’s almost the weekend again
And you’ll be at it, rolling full steam ahead
For all the wreckage I know that you’ll leave in your wake
For every smile that I know that you’ll fake
Don’t fuck around, don’t say you planned it this way
The truth is much brighter on cloudier days like these
Like these
Like these
Like these
Now the walk home is longer than you were hoping
And you’re soaking wet and cold and oh so fucking broken
Like every bottle you sent down that river floating
When 40 ounces wasn’t enough to fill you up
And one of these days, it’s all gonna catch up to you
One of these days, we’ll watch it all catch up to you
One of these days, it’s all gonna catch up to you
And one of these days, we’ll watch it all catch up to you
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8. |
Drive Home
03:10
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Here we are again, kick in the door
We’re screaming out loud and I know that you wanted it
And by now you’re probably aware
That you’ve been kicking and praying, screaming up to nothing
And I don’t want to be the one who
Breaks all the bad news to you
I know that it’s my role
So here we are and here we go again
And you said that you wanted it but I don’t think you did
What’s the worst that could happen when it’s as bad as it could get?
When every love song that I write turns out like this
With me trying to find a way to forgive or to forget or to move on
And I know that things have been better
And I hope they’ll get back that way real soon
I’m losing my mind, sitting here trying to make something work for you
Tell me if you want out and I’ll be all open ears
But for now I’m sleeping on the floor again
Underneath the hum of an old rotten ceiling fan
And you said that you wanted it but I don’t think you did
What’s the worst that could happen when it’s as bad as it could get?
When every love song that I write turns out like this
With me trying to find a way to forgive or to forget or to move on
On the drive home, we’ll scream and shout
On the drive home, we’ll call it quits
On the drive home, we’ll work it out
Just like we always do but then
On the drive home we fell apart
On the drive home we called it quits
On the drive home you sat in silence
Waiting for this drive to end
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I know you said that you’d be something when you grew up but
You’re not going anywhere, and not doing anything
And you don’t seem to give a fuck
And you’re not growing up, you’re not talking to anyone
We’re all just trying to help
But you’re probably pacing around in your basement
Fucked up and talking to yourself
And you’re eating hamburger helper off the floor again
And listening to the same old records we bought way back when
Back when we were younger and things were different
But they’re not that way no more at all, so grow up and get old with us…
And I know what you’re thinking
Time keeps on changing, pacing, moving by too quick
And as hard as you try, you just can’t keep up with it
Cause you’re hanging around that stupid crowd
That brings you down and keeps you right where you are
And you’re on the ground, cause you’ve fallen down
You’re screaming someone help me now because I’ve got to get out
Of the house that I grew up in
I’m acting dumb and doing nothing
Getting stoned, talking to no one
And I’ll never go back, to living like that
In the house that I was raised in
I’ll Spend my days down in the basement
Blacking out from being wasted
And I’ll never go back, to living like that
At all
Oh my goddamn, I’ve got to do something different
Oh my goddamn, cause I know you won’t wait forever
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10. |
Sweater Weather, Yo
02:25
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I’ve been trying to cope with the fact that I won’t
Amount to anything, I won’t become anything
And no amount of hope is worth a dollar to the broke
So if you give a shit then why won’t you give up anything?
And my life’s a joke to some folks who don’t like
Anything about me and it’s easy to see;
That I’ve been doing it all wrong for so long that you’ll be
Happy when I’m gone, oh you’ll be happy when I’m gone
Away…
And I’ve been writing some tunes to try to cure my winter blues
But every single song that I write’s about you
So I ain’t got no better, no I’m still wearing sweaters
Round’ the house this time of year because I hate this fucking weather
And no matter where you are or how nice it might be
I still wish the worst on you and I hope that you’re freezing
To the bone and you’re sleeping all alone
On a bed made for two, like a coffin just for you
On your own…
So if you want to play the victim
Then I don’t mind being the killer
Cause you held me down almost forever
And you treat me just like mid December
And you take all of me away
You fucking take all of me away
I swear you take all of me away
You know you take all of me away
And you take all of me away
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Winter As Wolf Clovis, New Mexico
Winter As Wolf is a one-man, solo project created and performed by Kyle Liddell. Every album marks an important moment in
the artists life and the style and sounds of each aim to capture that. Listening to Winter As Wolf is the equivalent of a substance-induced realization while listening to your friends shitty band.
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